So Close and yet So Far

I have 'I Hate This Part' by PCD on repeat, and I'm thinking of summer, which is so far away, but i saw some cute sandals online and i fell in love. And only $22 at cutesygirl.com .
I yearn for the end of classes and worrying about SATs. Where i can look for a job and make some money. I hate depending on my parents for money, it makes me feel guilty and greedy. I also yearn for sleeping in past 6 am. Uh... school is so draining.